The REAL New Year…

Begins today! I say so! Mainly that’s because I’m ready for a fresh start as January 2018 sucked more than it should have. So much went down, so much happened, and so many times I literally cried in despair. BUT…I kept going, kept trying, and even asked for help; which is HUGE for me.

I’m the first to admit I have very high standards for myself, and they include being able to handle this journey called LIFE on my own, gratefully serving and helping others without asking for help myself. Rightfully so, it can make it hard on those closest to me who love me and do want to help. But finally I reached a point where I had no choice but to ask for help.

I’m not going to say, “I should have asked sooner” or “It’s the best decision of my life” or any of those cliched things. I will say asking for help did actually make it a bit easier, but more importantly, life is simply settling down. I think we ALL go through times where life gets super hectic and crazy and it’s a struggle just to keep our heads above water.

What I also will say is, today is a new day, a new month and a chance to start fresh. Not forgetting what I just went through, but taking it as lessons learned, opportunities experienced and time to move on.

And no, Music Man and I didn’t break up, I didn’t quit my job, and no one died. Sometimes the struggles in life are more mundane and boring and “everyday life” things. Things so mundane and boring and everyday it’s not worth going into.

What I will also (also) say is watch this space for more fun stuff ahead as I’ve got some great things coming down the pipeline!

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